Hypocrisy

December 17, 2006 · Filed Under Ideas & Thoughts 
  • an expression of agreement that is not supported by real conviction
  • Hypocrisy is the act of pretending to have beliefs, virtues and feelings that one does not truly possess.

Back in high school I use to tell my friends I was one of the biggest hypocrit in life, but not like others, I never denied beeing one. Their just certain things you dont say to people in order to not make them feel bad. And you might think that this is acceptable to me; but truthfully it kills me inside having all these opinions and thaughts about people, not beeing able to let them know exactly what I think about them. It feels like I am getting poisened and it is spreading around my body, slowly killing me with pain.

I know there are certain people who wouldn’t like to hear what I think about them because they claim they don’t really care. I use to be on of those people and then I started paying attention to what people think about me because they might know better than me. But for some weird reason I still can’t tell people what exactly is in my mind, I havent been able to open up and make use of free expression.

It saddens me that I cant be who I want to be. Maybe one day I will be able to tell people to there face what I think about them even thought it will cost me a couple of “friends” but I prefer to keep beeing real and saying the truth than to keep poisoning my body with lies and hypocrisy.

PS: I leave this poem writen by Tupac Shakur which I loved, it’s called I Cry.

Sometimes when I’m alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.

If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.

The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes…
I Cry
and no one cares about why.

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3 Responses to “Hypocrisy”

  1. fonz on December 22nd, 2006 11:56 pm

    hey, i agreed with you…and i’ve learn a lot about it in chavon…y no solo eso, si no que em di cuenta de que tan hipocrita se puede ser con uno mismo, y de como eso afecta en lo que eres dia a dia. Y comprendo eso de que sientes un veneno, cuz that’s what it is, y tu lo haces mas poderoso con el tiempo.

  2. Carliboy on December 25th, 2006 12:40 am

    Wow man….. Me entere ahora mimito de lo de tu abuelo, tu sabes que estoy contigo y que te acompaño en tu dolor man.

    holla back!

  3. Rosanny on January 27th, 2007 4:57 pm

    And sometimes…
    I Cry
    and no one cares about why.

    (CRY ON ME ) LOVE U TO DEATH !!